cukup tau aja yaa, papa mama sm dede gw yg bungsu lgi di bandung..
lg ada turnamen golf junior di bandung. menangin ya de! yeyeyeyeye
kalo kmrn sm sabtu ini gw ga ada UAS sih gw bakal ikut deh! bandung ooy >.<
trus lagi...
ade2 gw yg cowo, tuh anak berdua lg ke ambassador..
naek motor berdua, jd ga MUNGKIN lah gw ikut, mo ditaro dimana deh gw???
abis itu si kaka malah lgi nginep di rumah temen soalnya besok dia bnyk jdwal nari di wedding
huh sepinya rumah ini..
dan kenapa juga judul post gw yg ini tuh tgl 26 februari??
hmm... jwb ga yee.. jwb ga nih???
okeeeeeh...
here we goes! (aga frik)
sebenernya sih smenjak 2tahun yg lalu, tgl 26 februari tuh jd spesial bwt gw..
spesial senengnyaa,
spesial sedihnyaa,
spesial memorynyaa,
spesial momentnyaa,
spesial nyakitinnyaa,
T O R M E N T E D ( itu yg gw rasain slama 2 tahun ini )
kalo di kamus sih tormented tuh punya 2 arti,
tersiksa sm menyiksa..
nah gw kenyaaa lebih ngrasain yg pertama, bukan yg kedua..
ato mungkin awalnya tuh gw menyiksa dulu baru ngerasain yg tersiksanya *kualat*
yaaah, pokonya oknumnya udh pergi jauh
*masih ada di dunia kok, bukan maksudnya mangkat yee* (ga rela jg lahh)
pokonya gw seneng seseneng senengnya seneng 2 tahun lalu
(it was my firt time, boy... and it's also my first time that you've been killin' my feelin')
thnks anyway boy...
I used to call him "soleh", I just don't know why we called each other "soleh and soleha"
hahahaaha I kinda miss that moment, *damn*
and I miss you when the rain fall down
I miss your laugh
I miss your compliment
I miss your silly text at the midnight
I miss you when you try to cheer me up
I miss our spontaneous trip
I miss all of its
yaa tp semua udah CUKUP, skrng udah bukan lagi masanya
ga mau lg ngrasain yg namanya TORMENTED itulahh..
skrng GILIRAN lo aja yg ngrasain, *jahat kn gw, ga kaget kn, lo kn udh tau lama gw kae gini*
tp tgl 26 feb ttp gw ingetlah, gimanapun jg anda si oknum yg jauh disana ud buat tgl itu jd bersejarah buat saya ini..
thnks yaa :)
krn sy ga mau ngrasain sakit lagi jd sy ga bls wall anda, maaf yaa..
better we keep our distance apart...
this is how I feel bout you
hmm.. berhubung ini masih tgl 26 februari jadi pingin aja kstau apa yg slama ini suka
gw lakuin buat ngrasain sakit itu sendiri *aneh deh*
emang sih tiap risiko dri tiap tindakan yg berani diambil itu pasti ga kecil..
dan lo mesti bs jd orng yg responsible...
gw sendiri udah ngrasain itu, walo ini yg pertama tp udah bikin gw dr terbaaaaang sampe akhirnya "BRUUUUG!!!" jatooh begitu aja..
thnks looh buat sakitnya T.T
Pertamanya sih bener2 seneng, semuanya brasa enteng
*walo jujur gw jg ada feelin' klo ini ga bakal mulus kedepannya*
anyway, this song represented my feelin' two years ago when you lifted me up...
With me
by: SUM 41
I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.
I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.
I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
and this one represented my feelin' after you gave me pain..
thnks boy...
TORMENTED
by: Killing me Inside ft. Widy and Kevin
For the last time
You waste my tears now
No more torment
But don’t just say you’ve gone away
You waste my tears now
No more torment
But don’t just say you’ve gone away
You tell a fuckin’ tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can’t stand it anymore)
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can’t stand it anymore)
Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You’re just playing and fooling around with me)
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You’re just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You’re just playing and fooling around with me)
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You’re just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you’re holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no…!!!
Right now you’re holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no…!!!
Can you see the times grows older
She blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say
She blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say
The time is over!!!
The time, NO!!!
The time, NO!!!
and this one represent how I have to survived with the condition that you've gave to me
I'm just try to forget it and buried it as good as I can...
Time to Grow
by: Lemar
Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No
[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from
[Chorus]
Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on
Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]
Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No
[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from
[Chorus]
Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on
Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]
Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
well, I just feelin' free after I try to realize that I have to take hidden great point from the pain, and I'll try to forgive and forget everything you've made to me...
and I knew that I have the same mistakes too, I hope you can forgive me for what I've done to you two years ago...
hope you read it..
