reunion

ini sih perlu rencana mateng deh buat ngumpul bareng TC (Team Ceria) dgn personil yg lengkap.hahhahaha lebaay..
yaah pokonya hari kemis kmrn tuh gw seneng dwh, gw bisa ketemu sm maria, cara, caesa, nuel, mike.. ibaratnya kita tuh kae nostalgia SMA lagii..
berhubung yg 2cowo tuh susah bangkeelah buat diajak ngumpul..
alesannya sibuk macam presiden.. *prett
ya ya ya tapi Mujizat terjadi akirnyaa...
kita berenam akirnya ngumpul lohh.. asik asik *lompat lompat*
pokonya gw tuh paginya sampe sore ada kelas biokim sm fisika..
gilaa deh, 2 kelas yg menyita otak gw banget..
tp seruu sih dgrin para dosen itu ngejelasin hahahhaha *palsu lo chik*
nah abis semua kelas kelar , gw ke radio kampus, jemput temen gw anak fkip
si cara.. sambil celingak celinguk kae anak ayam kebingungan, akirnya gw nemuin cara..
jadinya kita berdua naek taxi tujuan ke metropole alias megaria hahaha
kita mau nonton...

tadinya sih mau nonton  alice in wonderland tapi berhubung gw, cara, caesa uda nonton duluan, jadinya kita ganti pelem deh hahahahha (egois)
oiaaa, FYI dulu tuh megaria sih gw paling ga demen deh, abis kae jorok trus ga bersih deh tempatnya. ga suka, seriusaaan...
tp sekrang, nama berubah..
gedung berubah...
isinya juga berubah,..
semua serba berubah...
nah kita jadinya tuh nonton imaginarium of doctor parnassus
gw aja baru tau tu film bukan film baru, yg maen aja heath ledger yd udah almarhum..

filmnya sih pertama-tama gw aga ga nyambung, soalnya kita berenam telat masuk heheh
jadi sblm ntn tuh kita makan dulu di ayam bakar megaria, itu tuh tempat favorit kita juga pas SMA, ayamnya tuh enak deh, sambelnya juga, asli deh enak...
nah abis makan kita ke toilet, trus kaenyaa yg 2 cowo pada klamaan nunggu, akirnya mereka malah cabut ke supermarket sbelah metropole buat beli cemilan..
telat deh kita nontonnya, tapi ujung2nya sih ngerti..
jadi si doctor itu tuh punya kemampuan buat nguasain pikiran sm imajinasi orang..
pertamanya aga2 ngantuk sih, tapi kesana-sananya not bad laahh...
well, gw seneg=ng bangetlah bisa reunian singkat begini..
next time kita pengen wisata kuliner makan baso di sentiong trus cabut ke kota tua deh.hahahahahah

                                                        

in love with this song

anyway, gw lagi jatuuuuuuh cintaaaa separah-parahnya loh...

bukan sm orang tapi...hahahhaha

gw jatuh cinta deh sm lagu yg satu ini,

gilaaaaak deh, seharian gw bisa muterin dengerin ni lagu sampe NONSTOP!

lagunya gw tau dari episode SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE SEASON 6

oiaaa, gw sih parah parah deh lagi suka sm COUPLE di SYTCD SEASON 6! ituloooh

yg namanya LEGACY & KATHRYN!

sumpee deh sukaa bgt sm chemistry ni pasangan

tiap senin gw tungguin tuh AXN jem 8 mlm!hahahhaha

ga ada aktivitas lain deh slaen nongkrong di depan tipi tru nunggu nih COUPLE mulai

mengguncang stagenya,hahahahahahha

ini nih salah satu dance routine nya legacy and kathryn!!

oiaaaa, jd malah nyambung ke SYTYCD siih? tapi gapapa deh, emang WORTH-IT buat ditonton!

jadi tuh gini, gw kan liat episode ke 6 yang udah 10 besar tuh, nahh si legacy sm kathryn tuh nari

waltz gitu pake lagu "YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL" yg dinyanyiin sm THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

paraahlah gw suka langsung ni lagu, apalagi waltznya tuhh great couple tuh touchin' abesss....

hahahahahhahahah

drsitu langsung ga brenti2 buat dgr tu lagu!!!

dalem sih, gw suka....

liriknya keyeeeen ;)

Your Guardian Angel lyrics

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold

And breaks through my soul

And I know, I'll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my

My true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you

Please don't walk away

And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know, I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

adoreable kiddo

lucu bgt deh nih, love children soo muchooooo. . .
kenapa yaa kalo liat foto-foto anak kecil, baby gituu pasti bikin gemes paraah!
I bet you will fall for this kids!
heart'em much :)

this one is very berry cute...

gilaaaaak, ga nahan laah si pipi bakpao yg satu ini, minta digigit!

hahahahhahaahhahahha

 

i give you my soft kiss for you, mom :)

  
 

adoreable eyes!

 
 

LOL! happy halloween kids!

 

 

i love bubble bath! (me too dear)

 
 

i love this one for sure!

gw terus nontonin POCOYO di playhouse disney!

he's very berry adoreable kid :))

lo harus peratiin gimana caranya pocoyo joged-joged,hahahahaha 

my team CERIA

Oh my GOD... gw sih kangen bgt sm Team CERIA,
hahahaha Team CERIA, dimana deh kalian..
susah bgt diajakin ngumpul???

jadi tuh Team CERIA itu sekumpulan bocah-bocah yg dipertemukan di masa SMA mereka, terdiri dari 2 cowo dan 4 cewe yg lucu, baik, supel, suka berteman, suka bercanda, suka ketawa (frik), suka makan bareng (ga satu piring loh), suka kompakan pake baju warna sama tanpa direncanakan sebelumnya,hahahahha
oiaaaa, yg jelas kita berenam tuh C E R I A . . .
mhahahahhahahahahha i miss you soo muchooooo deh my team CERIA!!!

okee deh, jadi kita mulai dari sejarah Team CERIA ini yaaa  (mulai ngantuk)

jadi Team CERIA itu kebetulan aja kejadiannya, ga ada planning apa2 hahahaha
begini nih, di SMA 1 PSKD (yg di depan RSCM itu loooh...), 

gw sebagai chiko si anak alim nan lucu dan supel (halah...) ketemu sama:

1. Maria 

 nah ini nih yg namanya maria.. orangnya tuh ramee yaaa. mirip bgt kae TOAA kalo lgi treak treak ga jelas...haha
oiaaa, dia itu atlet hockey looh pas SMA, pernah ngwakilin DKI
ihiiy, hebat ga tuh sahabt gw yg satu ini...
biasanya sih kita manggil dia marjo ato ga opung!
knp? yaa krn maria tuh kturunan batak asli,hahay...
dia jg jd tempat curhatnya si ayam (immanuel)..
kalo buat gw sih, dia itu BRANKAS RAHASIA gw!!
she's mean a LOT for me :)
adoooh gw sih kangen melulu deh sm lo mar!!!
pdhl td kita bru makan baso sm caesa di kramat sentiong yeee.. anyway, we're bestsista! not bestfren anymore!!!
dia kuliah di fak. HUKUM di UKI loooh...
calon lawyer yee bu??
pokonya sih pasti tuh fakultas COCOK sm dia,hehehe


2. Mikhael

he is mikhael, you can call him "mike". dia sama kae maria, termasuk atlet hockey juga... tp bedanya tuh sampe skrng kuliah, dia msi AKTIF HOCKEY, jelaslah dia kan beasiswa lewat hockey.. keren ga nooh...
(asal lo jg rajin blajar aja mike,haha)
he's really really damn funny person! apalagi kalo dia mulai joged moshiing kae lgi di pensi2,hahahaha 
(ngakak sumpah gw liatnya).


he's a good friend too! trustfully, tp jgn ketipu sm mukanya yg babyface ituuu.. plis, don't judge a book by it's cover itu berlaku buat dia. hahahahaha


oiaa, dia ambil ekonomi di STIE..
Rajin engganya dia kuliah sih tanya langsung aja..
hehe biasa dipanggil koko looh dia krn tampang chinesse-nya itu. mhehehehehehe
we love you koko!




3. Immanuel

okaaay, dia biasa dipanggil nuel, eh engga deng. dia itu dipanggil ayam! lo tau knp, krn mukanya tuh MIRIP PARAH sm CHICKEN LITTLE! hahahaha
oiaaa dia itu sunday school teacher looh, FYI di TC ada 5 pelayan TUHAN, berbeda talenta semua,hehe.. nah, nuel skrng kuliah di Trisakti school of management, ambil akun...
blajar yg bener ye kung, biar bisa buka toko di glodok!
hmm.. dia jg biasa dipanggil kungkung!
oiaa,gw inget tuh tiap pagi pasti dia suka CURCOL soal kejadian aneh tp nyata yg dia alamin di sekolah minggu, entah diompolin anak didiknya atopun soal gebetan barunya,hahahaha ... we miss you kungyam!




4. Caesa

she's our mommy! for sure... bukan krn sizenya aja yaa yg lebih tinggi dri kita berenam..(hehe pasti lo senyam-senyum deh bacanya ses), dia termasuk yg dewasa klo ngasi "wejangan" mehehehe...
oiaa dia jg JAGO MASAK lohh, maklum sudah mendarah-daging ya ses? she's also a singer and sunday school teacher in her Church..
she's a dog lover!! ada 4 anjing looh dirumahnya, kebayang kn klo dtng krumahnya tuh yg NYAMBUT RAME YEE...


oiaa dia juga sm kae maria, keturunan batak juga loh.hehe
tp kalo sesa ga TOAA kae maria,hahaha dia lebih kalem (dikit ;p)
eh tp klo bawelnya dateng jg ga ketulungan sih..
oiaa ses, lo masi punya 1 utang tuh ke gw.. bikinin gw pisang goreng pake sambel dabu-dabu khas menadooooo.....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bikinin ya sesoooy!

1 lagi nih, sesa itu kuliah di sahid ambil teknologi pangan!




5. Cara

dia yg terbawel!! haha but we love her soo muchoo.. ga ada dia ga rame oooy.. that's why I called her "RAWIT"...
ato ga "JEMPOL" hehe.. you will found the answer if you know her better.hehehe
 hmm..rambutnya si cara sih bener2 kae iklan shampoo di tipi2 hahaha keren asli! irilah saya.. oiaa cara tuh masi sodaraan sm caesa, bukan kaka ade tapi....
she's a greatsist too.. love her muchooo ;)


eh eh jgn salah loh, dia gini2 pernah jdi kapte basket wktu SMA, eh skrng sih pas kuliah udah BEDA BGT, TOMBOYNYA ILANG...
rawit yg 1 ini sih emang paling cerewet sedunia tp disitu looh bentuk care-nya dia ke kita2, ihiiiy...
kalo sm rawit sih gw masi sering ketemuan di kampus, dia itu FKIP inggris di Atma, hehe...




pokonya awal kita kompak begini juga ga sadar deh..
pertama-tama tuh kita kayak deket sepasang-sepasang begitu loh, jadi ga langsung tiba2 abis kenalan, trus hahahihi ngumpul bareng trus kompak deh (GA GITU JUGA hHHHAHAAHA)


jadi tuh gw deket sm maria juga, mulai kelas 10 b tuh gw sekelas, trus semester2 kita mulai dket yg bener2 deket bgt, hahahah untungnya kita ga sempet pacaran ya mar, ahahhahaha

oke deh gw sih inget bgt ni foto pas kita kelas 12 ipa,hahahaha miss our class

pokonya waktu kelas 10 b tuh gw deket jg sm yg lain, tp gw nyamannya sm maria loh, jdnya kita lanjut ke kelas 11 ipa nah mulai duduk bareng, jadinya LENGKET DEH SAMPE SEKARANG. Mahahahahhahahaha.. i miss that moment,dear!

nahh abis itu kita kan jadi sekelas sm immanuel alias si ayam sm mike trus juga sekelas sm cara plus caesa!! tapi awalnya tuh si caesa deket sm cara trus immanuel deketnya sm mike (FYI, immanuel sm mike tuh jadi yg paling GANTENG di kelas 11 sm 12 ipa pas angkatan kita)

iyalah yaa secara mereka berdua doang loohh cowo di kelas ipa,hahahhaha -krisis cowo di kelas nih-)

 

they're cara and caesa! hehehe

bawel,centil,smart,supel,yeaah love them much :)

 

nuel and mike, hahaha iseng,narsis, cowo "terganteng" dikelas 

(gara2 krisis siswa cowo nih, jd pingin muntah aja deh >,<)

abis itu tuh kita juga ga langsung deket, jadinya gw,maria,mike sm nuel dulu yg sering bareng2 semenjak kelas 11 ipa.. awalnya juga bingung knp berempat bs deket??

pokonya tuh cowo berdua sering duduk di depan meja gw sm maria. mulai disitu deh deket trus sohib-an (asiiik deh kata-kata gw whahahahaha)

baru deh mulai pertengahan semester 2 tuh di kelas 11 ipa, kita mulai deket sm caesa plus cara, gara-gara sama2 ribut, rame, trus ga tau deh pokonya saling klop aja.. jdnya kemana2 berenam mulu, trus gara2 sering hahahihi dikelas,di luar kelas, di depan kantin, di perpus, di mana aje dah, makanya kita namain diri kita sendiri (TC=TEAM CERIA)

hihihihiy senaaaang

 

TEAM CERIA

Hobi kita

nahh hobi kita apa yaaa, oh iyaa hobi kita belajar! (*ngekk)

hobi kita berenam sih cerita2 bareng, bcanda,ngomonginh orang,wahhhahaaha cacat deh

nyela orang bareng (jahat sumpah), trus kita sering nongkrong di markas TC ---> rumah gw looh, trus apalagi yaaa...

oh iyaa kita hobi bgt makan bareng di TROTOARIA (alias makan di warung bakso,soto gitu di pinggir jalan,asooooy dah, nikmatnya ga ada bd ngalahin ^^)

kalo ada pelajaran tata boga juga kita sering sekelompok deh, trus masak bareng,hahahaha

seruuuuuuuuuu ;)) mauuu lagi dong dong...

kita juga hobi jalan2 bareng, paling suka ke pantai,hahahahaha

yg deket2 aje deh yaa, Ancol lahhhh mahahahahhaha

oh iyaa jgn lupa deh kita juga suka ngisengin orang sm ngisengin sesama kita,ahhahahaha.. abisan tuh si dua china suka rese!!!   kenaaaaa deh tuh batunya dua china kalo udah dikerjain sm kaum hawa di Team Ceria... hahahhahaha

Our Best Moment!

 

ini nih serunya makan di Trotoaria, uhuuyy bgt deh..

palingan jugakita suka diganggu sama pengamen2 yg hilir mudik deh, (ganggu orang makan aja dah ... untung ga sempet ngamuk nih yg pada makan, maklum yg makan ada 2 opung sm 2 kungkung china,mahahahhahaha)

 

 

ini pas di ancol deh, aduuuh kangen bangets deh soooy.....

maen basah-basahan padahal kaga bawa persiapan juga,hahahah. FYI, nih si dua china sih susah banget deh buat diajak kemana2.. manjaaaa haaaaah......

tp kalo udh didesak sm 4 wanita ini pasti NURUT! hahhahahaha

kereeeeen, sukaaaaa.... pokonya demen nih foto!!! we're bestfamily ever!!!! proud to have you all ;))

 

ketawa bareng di ayunan,ihiiiy kae orang mau maen pelem bollywood ajalah kita

oh iyaa, ada fakta lucu loh soal kita berenam!

jadi tuh, gw sm mike punya tgl lahir yg sama tapi beda bulan, gw 18 mei , mike 18 april

trus cara sm maria juga punya tgl lahir yg sama tp beda bulan, cara 29 maret trus maria 29 september...

trus terakhir nih si nuel sm sesa punya bulan lahir yg sama tp tglnya beda, sesa 5 desember, nuel 28 desember..

lucuuu ye, ga tau deh ini gw sih baru nyadar setahun yg lalu,hahahahhahaha

  

the girls....

  

the boys...

partner in crime ^o^ 

si maria dikunci di toilet cewe, gebleg!

 

liat kan, si sesa juga biangnya jahil! jgn ketipu deh,hahahaha

 

okeeeh ses, ayoo jgn nempel2 di gerbang....

my surprise sweet 18! hahahahhaha

liat kan jahilnya mereka, BANDEL LO SEMUA, GW DONG PALING ALIM,HAHAHHAHAHA

PALSU DEH KELUAR -________-"

THIS ONE I LIKE THE MOST.. CUP CUP MUAAAAAAH DEH

kita semua udah temenan emang belum lama, baru semenjak kelas 11 ipa deh
naah tp udah berasa lama yg bertahun-tahun gitu.. ohoooyy
sekarang juga sih kita masi sering KETEMUAN LOOHH...
walo kuliahnya beda fakultas , beda kampus pulaa laah yaa..
tp tetep diusahain kumpul buat ketemuan bareng, dan hasilnya???
ternyata kegilaan masing-masing belum juga sembuh yaaa...

 

TC kumpul lagiiiiii ;))

 

 

si ayam mulai kambuh lagi.. ck ck ck

 

love'em muchoooo

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus (also attributed to Maimonidies).

26 february

hari ini sih gw bener-bener sendirian (ga ding, gw cuma berdua brng si mbak gw yg setia menemani hahaha)
cukup tau aja yaa, papa mama sm dede gw yg bungsu lgi di bandung..
lg ada turnamen golf junior di bandung. menangin ya de! yeyeyeyeye
kalo kmrn sm sabtu ini gw ga ada UAS sih gw bakal ikut deh! bandung ooy >.<
trus lagi...
ade2 gw yg cowo, tuh anak berdua lg ke ambassador..
naek motor berdua, jd ga MUNGKIN lah gw ikut, mo ditaro dimana deh gw???
abis itu si kaka malah lgi nginep di rumah temen soalnya besok dia bnyk jdwal nari di wedding
huh sepinya rumah ini..


dan kenapa juga judul post gw yg ini tuh tgl 26 februari??
hmm... jwb ga yee.. jwb ga nih???

okeeeeeh...
here we goes! (aga frik)

sebenernya sih smenjak 2tahun yg lalu, tgl 26 februari tuh jd spesial bwt gw..
spesial senengnyaa,
spesial sedihnyaa,
spesial memorynyaa,
spesial momentnyaa,
spesial nyakitinnyaa,
T O R M E N T E D  ( itu yg gw rasain slama 2 tahun ini )
kalo di kamus sih tormented tuh punya 2 arti,
tersiksa sm menyiksa..
nah gw kenyaaa lebih ngrasain yg pertama, bukan yg kedua..
ato mungkin awalnya tuh gw menyiksa dulu baru ngerasain yg tersiksanya *kualat*
yaaah, pokonya oknumnya udh pergi jauh 
*masih ada di dunia kok, bukan maksudnya mangkat yee* (ga rela jg lahh)
pokonya gw seneng seseneng senengnya seneng 2 tahun lalu
(it was my firt time, boy... and it's also my first time that you've been killin' my feelin')
thnks anyway boy...
I used to call him "soleh", I just don't know why we called each other "soleh and soleha"
hahahaaha I kinda miss that moment,  *damn*
and I miss you when the rain fall down
I miss your laugh
I miss your compliment
I miss your silly text at the midnight
I miss you when you try to cheer me up
I miss our spontaneous trip
I miss all of its


yaa tp semua udah CUKUP, skrng udah bukan lagi masanya
ga mau lg ngrasain yg namanya TORMENTED itulahh..
skrng GILIRAN lo aja yg ngrasain, *jahat kn gw, ga kaget kn, lo kn udh tau lama gw kae gini*
tp tgl 26 feb ttp gw ingetlah, gimanapun jg anda si oknum yg jauh disana ud buat tgl itu jd bersejarah buat saya ini..
thnks yaa :)

krn sy ga mau ngrasain sakit lagi jd sy ga bls wall anda, maaf yaa..
better we keep our distance apart...

 

this is how I feel bout you

hmm.. berhubung ini masih tgl 26 februari jadi pingin aja kstau apa yg slama ini suka

gw lakuin buat ngrasain sakit itu sendiri *aneh deh*

emang sih tiap risiko dri tiap tindakan yg berani diambil itu pasti ga kecil..

dan lo mesti bs jd orng yg responsible...

gw sendiri udah ngrasain itu, walo ini yg pertama tp udah bikin gw dr terbaaaaang sampe akhirnya "BRUUUUG!!!" jatooh begitu aja..

thnks looh buat sakitnya T.T

Pertamanya sih bener2 seneng, semuanya brasa enteng 

*walo jujur gw jg ada feelin' klo ini ga bakal mulus kedepannya* 

anyway, this song represented my feelin' two years ago when you lifted me up...

With me

by: SUM 41

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.

Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

and this one represented my feelin' after you gave me pain..

thnks boy... 

TORMENTED

 by: Killing me Inside ft. Widy and Kevin

For the last time
You waste my tears now
No more torment
But don’t just say you’ve gone away

You tell a fuckin’ tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can’t stand it anymore)

Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You’re just playing and fooling around with me)

When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days

I’m dying and bleeding of my past
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed

Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You’re just playing and fooling around with me)

When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me

But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you’re holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no…!!!

Can you see the times grows older
She blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say

The time is over!!!
The time, NO!!!

and this one represent how I have to survived with the condition that you've gave to me

I'm just try to forget it and buried it as good as I can...

Time to Grow

by: Lemar

 Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No

[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from

[Chorus]

Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on

Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]

Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

well, I just feelin' free after I try to realize that I have to take hidden great point from the pain, and I'll try to forgive and forget everything you've made to me...

and I knew that I have the same mistakes too, I hope you can forgive me for what I've done to you two years ago...

hope you read it..