mumbling

Do you ever feel like people forget that you exist and have feelings too? 
Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?

surrounded by your friends but all you feel that you're not with them
like, at all.
well, that's kind of feeling which linger on me nowadays
kinda painful thing
I think I'm pulling my self too much
things are supposed to get better, but they just keep getting worse
I'm just not the person I used to be
and when I'm talking to people, it's like I'm not even there
in the end, you have to step on your own feet
cause no one will catch you if you fall
no matter what happens
and eventually you'll always see who cares and who doesn't